A Short List of My Betrayals
I thought I would start by listing people by name. I may change the format but for right now that seems to be the easiest way to keep track.
Vincent Ginn: You had been away at college and you came back to visit me. I told you we would meet up or maybe I dragged you out to Langenzelbold but then I left you for hours to go and grope my girlfriend Julie. We never kept in touch after that.
Bill: Okay you were a nazi so I might not have been completely to blame but when we were in the Hague I did tell Vincent and that other kid because the idea of kicking your ass that night sounded good. I think you had thrown me over for some girl you met.
Julie: Yours are simple. I fucked you when you were crying. I fucked your best friend Carrie who I should point out I had fucked just before we met. You got me back with the story you told me about the big dicked filopino dude you fucked. I loved you.
Leigh I lied to you often but you have to understand I was so in love with you. I would have been anything you wanted if you would have wanted me back.
Bob: You had a sweet heart. You were just hanging out. You got fucked by life. I'm sure of that. The whole fucking universe should apologize but I stole your long distance card and ran up a motherfucking huge bill. I did pay it but only after you threatened to beat my ass and I did steal it.
Sean: I got nothing to say about any of the shit I did to you: ditch your ass as a roommate, steal your drugs and your cash, torture you while you were on acid, lock you out when you were on mescaline. You were an evil fuck just like me back then. I hope your not dead. And I still dream about fucking your aunt Helen.
Bobby Blakely: You were cool and the only thing I ever did to you was lose your number. If you're still breathing, e-mail me you motherfucker.
Richard M.: You did drink all our booze to impress some girls who got up twenty minutes later when you started puking but telling Bill to hold up your head while I punched you was way out of line and telling your Dad some German did it was wrong. I was always punishing you for being stupid.
Bill, my brother: Sorry I didn't try to stop you from getting high.
There are a bunch of other people I've fucked over and as I remember them, I'll add them to the list list. And no, this isn't some kind of AA thing. I figure this: this shit has haunted me for a long time and now you can have it.
Everytime I write of these down, with the knowledge that I'm not like that anymore, I let that bad bitch go. Some stuff I've left out because no one needs to know that and shit, I just can't say it out loud yet.
Vincent Ginn: You had been away at college and you came back to visit me. I told you we would meet up or maybe I dragged you out to Langenzelbold but then I left you for hours to go and grope my girlfriend Julie. We never kept in touch after that.
Bill: Okay you were a nazi so I might not have been completely to blame but when we were in the Hague I did tell Vincent and that other kid because the idea of kicking your ass that night sounded good. I think you had thrown me over for some girl you met.
Julie: Yours are simple. I fucked you when you were crying. I fucked your best friend Carrie who I should point out I had fucked just before we met. You got me back with the story you told me about the big dicked filopino dude you fucked. I loved you.
Leigh I lied to you often but you have to understand I was so in love with you. I would have been anything you wanted if you would have wanted me back.
Bob: You had a sweet heart. You were just hanging out. You got fucked by life. I'm sure of that. The whole fucking universe should apologize but I stole your long distance card and ran up a motherfucking huge bill. I did pay it but only after you threatened to beat my ass and I did steal it.
Sean: I got nothing to say about any of the shit I did to you: ditch your ass as a roommate, steal your drugs and your cash, torture you while you were on acid, lock you out when you were on mescaline. You were an evil fuck just like me back then. I hope your not dead. And I still dream about fucking your aunt Helen.
Bobby Blakely: You were cool and the only thing I ever did to you was lose your number. If you're still breathing, e-mail me you motherfucker.
Richard M.: You did drink all our booze to impress some girls who got up twenty minutes later when you started puking but telling Bill to hold up your head while I punched you was way out of line and telling your Dad some German did it was wrong. I was always punishing you for being stupid.
Bill, my brother: Sorry I didn't try to stop you from getting high.
There are a bunch of other people I've fucked over and as I remember them, I'll add them to the list list. And no, this isn't some kind of AA thing. I figure this: this shit has haunted me for a long time and now you can have it.
Everytime I write of these down, with the knowledge that I'm not like that anymore, I let that bad bitch go. Some stuff I've left out because no one needs to know that and shit, I just can't say it out loud yet.
posted by Mike at 9:18 AM
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