The Manure of Experience I

I do sweet things for people. I have an endearing, if slightly nerve wracking, personality. I used to go to the dog pound and coach meaner dogs, growly dogs on how not to be mean and growly. People love that story. I told a co-worker how being busier has given her a real powerful edge to her personality. It perked her up. And I meant it.

I want angry dogs to mellow out and find homes. I wanted my friend to let go of her fear and embrace her power but that wasn’t why I told her. I want people to like me. I want to be accepted and love. I suppose everyone is really like that, I am just keenly aware of how much more what I do has to do what I need than however it’s helping you.

I don't care about you, not one bit.